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````今天喔```我突然明白了一个很深刻很深刻的道理```

``因为```每个人的性格都是不一样```

``所以``别人不可能总是表达出我需要的``

``又因为``离我最近跟我最好的朋友往往都是跟我性格很不同或者互补的``

``所以``在这个时候你希望这样时``经常``他们是不会想到的``

``所以``我要学会去适应``在同样的时刻``他们选择的回复我的不同方式``

 

```不要去怀疑自己的价值``

```做出一些不顾后果的事儿来试探自己的价值``

```只会让你身边的朋友不高兴``

```但是他们却仍会只字不提``

``因为他们相信你做出的任何事都是有自己的理由的```

 

生命怎么那么脆弱啊？

``````完全不知道自己想写什么````

```无意识地进入了这个页面`````

```````````面对死```我觉得我真的是很茫然```非常不知所措`````

```似乎离我们很远````

```````早上听到大眼紧张兮兮地问我```还有点怀疑```

`````````````现在我知道这就叫迟钝````！！！`````

```为了男女之间的感情````值得吗```就这样结束自己20年的生命```不觉得可惜吗````

               享受着命运的偏爱````

```````````似乎所有的不好``不公平```不可靠``都在冥冥中安排给了别人````

```回想起当时的幼稚``好可笑```

`````很庆幸那个女孩不是我```如果是我```现在会有多悲剧````

````````忍受那么多的流言蜚语``

``是的是的``我眼光有问题````

````突然发现自己好虚荣喔````

```等着等着````其实我就是这样````

````很感激``很庆幸````发现我的感情真的象他说的那样``只有短暂的一瞬````

2010年1月14日````9点35分``````55555555555`````````````````此刻我觉得好委屈吖`````

```````````干嘛两个人一起责备我嘛```受伤的是我耶````

````````````````我只是把我的心情表达出来吖````只想说``被人无视真的很难受嘛````

````用不用啊````800年都不主动Q我````好不容易一次```就是责备我````

````55555555555555``````````````````````````````````

```````````让我做事情考虑后果````让我不稀罕就不要写出来`````

``````````````````5555555555555555555````````````````````````````````````

`````有屎蚊儿````眼屎儿```屎天儿```在````我很幸福````````````````

````````````````超幸福的说````2009后半年```真的过的好满足喔```

````即便是爱情上有那么不顺利吧````不过还好有亲爱的你们做后盾```

`````````````````支持我```担心我```心疼我```给我出主意`````

`````````````````````MUA````````人家真的感动嘛````这都是后来我才知道的```T.T``

```我们真的很有缘分耶```开学第2天就能打成一片````

```````````我猜的```肯定是上辈子我们4个没玩够```上帝就成全我们这辈子一见面就继续玩```吖哈哈哈哈``````

````每次大节小节```咱们都会出去聚````

 

 

 

``````就这样停止吧```结束吧````太难受了``````````

````````````````````平平淡淡自己的生活``````````挺好`````````````

```````````````````````````干嘛非把自己扯进去```说得对````就是犯贱````就是幼稚```````

 

 

 

```````````````一个人憋在画室````好委屈哇```

``````想哭哭不出```想吃吃不下```想说更说不出`````

```````哎```````````这是干嘛吖```

 

 

 

`````````````很痛苦的挣扎```````````````不敢写下来``````````````

````````````````````不知道昨天晚上都说了些啥``````又好象记得的确说了些啥`````````````

```````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

```````````````````````````害怕``````````

```````````````````````````害怕`````````

````````````````````````````害怕````````ING```````````

 一.传牙签

参与游戏者每人抽一张扑克牌，然后相继按扑克牌的顺序坐好，持最小（或最大）的那张扑克牌的人为先头，用嘴衔住那根牙签，依次传到下一个人的嘴里，不许掉哦，注意不能借用手或任何工具帮忙，如果掉了，那自然要受到惩罚喽，传完一圈后，游戏未完。将牙签撅一半，继续抽扑克牌，按新的顺序坐好，接着下一轮的传递……继续撅一半……再撅……越来越刺激.

二.偷天陷阱

记得电影偷天陷阱中辛康纳利训练泽塔琼斯过红外线的情景吗？

 

 

 ``````哈哈哈哈哈哈`````````````````

``````````````仅用这六个蕴味不一的字来简述我这半个月的新生活````````

 

 

```````````````````````意料之外的```很快乐```暨大深旅真的比我想象中的要好```

````````好很多很多`````````````

`````景好```人更好``````

```````````师兄师姐喔```好热情的咧```哈哈哈`````

 

 

``````````````很幸运```一进校``在水王的组织下```我们成立了四人帮```

````大眼```左左```雨天``蚊子````四个“可爱的”小孩`````

``````第一次接触```还是在COCO的K-BOX呢````

 

 

````走了走了````

````````明天我就要奔暨大拉```````

 

````````````班班你要保重```````

```````````江江你要保重``````

````````````````````````记得某某某还欠我一分3页的同学录喔````对不对呀```班班``？````哈哈哈`````

````今天`````这个假期```三个月````我们最后一次约会````最后一次逛街``````最后一次出去玩儿咧`````

`````````````会想我吧？```班班？``````

```````明天似乎我们的交集就少了很多一样````都要重新起程咯``````